From my personal journal:
This book has waited since the end of August, through the rest of my time at the Columbia (Hotel) and an auspicious beginning of subbing in September.
All that stopped two weeks ago, on October 8th, when my precious Brian was felled by a heart attack (sic). He has been in a coma ever since. Anoxic coma, loss of oxygen, possibly ten minutes. I need to start writing because it's starting to hurt too much. I am irritated by others, I don't want to talk, I have nothing to give to anyone except Brian. I am exhausted..........
Tomorrow Brian gets a tracheostomy done and I am anxious over his response. It will be at 8:30 am. Actually, it's today.
I'm so very sad, scared, worried, grief-stricken. My poor baby. Why did this have to happen? His world is so big, so rich and full. It's so unfair.
Oh Bry-Bry, I love you so much! I miss you! I'll see you tomorrow/today!
Tuesday 10-23-01 12:32 am
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